Time is really starting to escape me. I am not sure why it feels I have no free time, as I think I have to much of it. What have I been doing lately? I need to take a minute here to reflect on a bunch of stuff. I have gotten a lot of emails asking me what happened to “Asphyxiate the Witness”. It is over. The people who listened to the music did not understand the point we were trying to make, so fuck them. Thats done. If you like it then thats good for you, the music is still out there, but I am not longer affiliated with it.
I have been writing a lot. My new script entitled “Visionaries” is coming along nicely. I am not going to say what its about because if people tell me its a bad idea then I will lose confidence. I know your not supposed to say things like that, but I am because its the truth. Im only human, and people can fuck with head a plenty.
I have also had a rigorous reading schedule, not to mention film watching schedule. There are a lot of really bad excuses for art out there, and I think I have seen enough of them to be able to never watch another one again. A couple quick recommendations. On the film front check out the 1979 movie “The Tin Drum”. If you want surrealism and social commentary mixed into the form of a fairy tale then you will love it. Books, I don’t know. I read “Under the Dome” by Stephen king and it was cool, but long and nothing more than mindless entertainment. If I am going to read something over a thousand pages, I would like it to teach me something about our despicable race. I am no reading “The Botany of Desire”, and its really good. Follow me on goodreads at goodreads.com/bryanbaca.
Speaking of despicable race, that brings me to the next item that has been sucking up my time. Work. Working in retail, especially around this time of year is terrible. People just buy shit with no repent, and once you put on that shirt that earns you minimum wage; you are an idiot. Even if you are smarter than them, they wont believe it. They just want to buy their screaming kids presents then go home and fuck their fat spouses.
This brings me to my final time sponge. This is the reason I feel I am entitled to be smarter that the people who buy shit constantly. College. The semester has ended and I am in the middle of four weeks off. I want to go back though. I feel like I am wasting away. I just want to get educated and force myself to live a better life than the people I briefly encounter on a daily basis.
Be back soon with my top films of 2009.



